Saturday, September 19, 2009

Angel of God!!!

Here is a Video For everyone to Enjoy Click the link and it will take you!! :)


God knows How much we miss That smile!! We miss him soo Much and Cant wait till we see him again I wish things didnt happen this way!! What would he look like today?? SOme one tell his mother that why her why his Father WHY HIM??? Karie has asked this to me over and over the Only thing I can tell her is God has a Plan atleast we got to spend 7hours and 53mins together!! GOD THANK YOU FOR THAT!! But why not longer why couldnt he die because he was old and WHY COULDNT HE LIVE HIS LIFE!!??? I want to know I am tired of telling his mommy that Only God has a plan for them!! GOD SEND THEM A SIGN SHOWING THEM!! They love him so much (his mommy and daddy) They wish they could hold him EVERYDAY!!! People NEVER take things for Granted!!! Why did a Baby SOO wanted by everyone Have to die?? But other people can have babies and rubb it in our face and have an abortion!!! THIS IS BULLSHIT!!! I cant stand it anymore!!!! Anthony was wanted sooo bad by EVERYONE espically his mommy and daddyyy!! Why him GOD PLEASE SEND KARIE AND TONY A SIGN TO SHOW THEM EVERYTHING WILL BE OK!!! They miss their son with ALL OF THEIIIRRR HEEARTT!!!!

Only question I have for you god is WHHY!???
He was soo perfect buatiful he was heaven and Peace!!

Anthony remember ONE thing your mommy and dadddyy loves you sooo much it kills both of them not having you here with them!! I wish god woould go back and give you back to mommy and daddy!!! Yall were PERFECT!! PPPEEERRRFFFEEECCCCTTTT!!! Everything you r mommy couldnt let go of you!! She tried soo hard not to cryy but when you left it was ssoooo hard for her!! Please Anthony keep mommy and daddy safe!! Bless your Brother/SISTERS (Aunt amber wants your mommy and daddy to have a Girl theyhave a Buatiful boy now a Girl) When they do I will be there with SOO MANY PICTURES and a video to show him/her just how wonderful you were and how god praised mommy and daddy with every minute with him I swear I am going to be there to show her/him You he/she will grow up KNOWING YOU!!! And you are always and forever your mommy and daddy's Baby boy!! And your Brother/Sister will know you as their Brother!!
Things get ruff and I cant ever Cry I try to stay strong and it Feels like you wont let me!! Please angel Give mommy and daddy your Love and feeling EVERYDAY!! They need you more than ANYONE will ever think!!!!

**THIS IS MY FAVORITE PICTURE OF ANTHONY!!! He looks like his daddy**

God Bless you angel and I love and Miss you so much youcouldnt imagine!!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

He is missed every second!!! :(

I wish he was still withyou because you truelly are a Good mother Karie when he was born God I could see how scarred you were to loose him and It broke My heart to see that preciouse Baby of yours and tony Join Jesus And leave you and his daddy with a Sore and hurting heart!! I know that you miss him and things just getting harder not only missing anthony But with life you and Tony Deserve SO much and Anthony he may be with jesus and when he was here he had anencephally But girl he was so Pretty!!! I miss him so much and it hurts me to know that you feel a BILLION times worse and to see you being so hurt and sad you just wanting to be a Mommy to him and Then found out that he would Pass away and You havementioned it to me So manyy times that it Kills you and tears you and his daddy apart becuase you either wont be able to see him grow up!! I know It is a hard thing I know itis But still you and tony Step up to the Rockyy Road and you had anthony And not one drop of love changed it only Gotten Strong!! Tony if you are readdingg this 2 Then I am sorry, I know things are getting so hard for you to because of the Death of your Son and your Father!! There is really nothing I can say to either one of you to make you feel no hurt Because I cant you lost your Son and you and Karie Deserve SOOO much from life!! I know anthony meant the World to both of you and he is your heart and you will never forget him!!! There is nothing better than a Familyyy with so much love that you can see it when you see them and when I looked at both of you the Day anthony was born Neither of you could keep your Eyes off of him He was so buatiful and Preciouse I wich god would have gaven you more time with your Preciouse son But God has a Plan for all 3 of you and things will work it self out!! It just takes time and patience!!! I know karie you say why me!! Why my Anthony, My son, Why me and tony!! But girl we wont ever know that till we meet god and Anthony!! I pray EVERY NIGHT for your Family that god Blesses you 3 in the Best of way and I cant wait till Baby #2 Comes You want A boy But I think a GIRL would be perfect!! :)
Your heart feels uncomplete without anthony and it is hard but things will get better!!!
I love all 3 of you and want soooo much for you you deserve the Best Life can give and it seems others dont see that and just went back to their old ways!! But anthony has changed my Life SOO mush he tought me to not take life for Granted and to cherish Everything you have and LOVE the people in it and the People you have lost!!!

ME :)
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