Lilypie

He is missed every second!!! :(

I wish he was still withyou because you truelly are a Good mother Karie when he was born God I could see how scarred you were to loose him and It broke My heart to see that preciouse Baby of yours and tony Join Jesus And leave you and his daddy with a Sore and hurting heart!! I know that you miss him and things just getting harder not only missing anthony But with life you and Tony Deserve SO much and Anthony he may be with jesus and when he was here he had anencephally But girl he was so Pretty!!! I miss him so much and it hurts me to know that you feel a BILLION times worse and to see you being so hurt and sad you just wanting to be a Mommy to him and Then found out that he would Pass away and You havementioned it to me So manyy times that it Kills you and tears you and his daddy apart becuase you either wont be able to see him grow up!! I know It is a hard thing I know itis But still you and tony Step up to the Rockyy Road and you had anthony And not one drop of love changed it only Gotten Strong!! Tony if you are readdingg this 2 Then I am sorry, I know things are getting so hard for you to because of the Death of your Son and your Father!! There is really nothing I can say to either one of you to make you feel no hurt Because I cant you lost your Son and you and Karie Deserve SOOO much from life!! I know anthony meant the World to both of you and he is your heart and you will never forget him!!! There is nothing better than a Familyyy with so much love that you can see it when you see them and when I looked at both of you the Day anthony was born Neither of you could keep your Eyes off of him He was so buatiful and Preciouse I wich god would have gaven you more time with your Preciouse son But God has a Plan for all 3 of you and things will work it self out!! It just takes time and patience!!! I know karie you say why me!! Why my Anthony, My son, Why me and tony!! But girl we wont ever know that till we meet god and Anthony!! I pray EVERY NIGHT for your Family that god Blesses you 3 in the Best of way and I cant wait till Baby #2 Comes You want A boy But I think a GIRL would be perfect!! :)
Your heart feels uncomplete without anthony and it is hard but things will get better!!!
I love all 3 of you and want soooo much for you you deserve the Best Life can give and it seems others dont see that and just went back to their old ways!! But anthony has changed my Life SOO mush he tought me to not take life for Granted and to cherish Everything you have and LOVE the people in it and the People you have lost!!!

ME :)